it'll be everlasting in my life

Happy 25th Birthday Cho Kyuhyun.

I feel happy that you gained another year to live. I remember when I first met Super Junior…I hated you. You had too many lines in the songs and too much camera time, I wanted all your parts to go to Yesung honestly since he was the only one I liked. To me you didn’t even have any appeal, you were too quiet, ugly and didn’t have any charisma. Or well that is what I thought; I hated you so much that didn’t even pay attention to your voice, never did I focused in hearing that beautiful and melodious voice of yours. But one day, I stumbled across “No Other”, I saw it and well there a certain fishy made me fall for him but there was this part I kept replaying, yours. The lyrics, the sentiment … your voice. It was perfect I was just speechless and I started to pay more attention to you to the point that I fell for you too. It sounds cheap and cliche, I know, but because you trapped me in that moment … well we could say you saved my life, you saved me from myself. And I’m so grateful for that. Also you didn’t only saved me but taught me to appreciate life more and to love, to believe always, of course along with all the other members. You are so full of imperfections that it makes you perfect; your acne scars, your messy hair, your childlike attitude, your rudeness, your hairy legs, your scars; I just love everything about you, every little detail, from your piercing eyes to your beautiful voice. I just have a really big debt with you and even though I don’t have the opportunity to ever pay it in person, I will try to pay it from afar, how? Supporting you, praying for you to be healthy, wishing you can keep living your dream, hoping you find someone who brightens your days and that makes you smile, that understands your importance and how special you are. Maybe it’s not much…ok it’s not much, but that is all I can do…

Please be happy.

Now I can proudly say that you are one of my heroes, or maybe the most special one of my other 15 supermen? Haha, sorry that was silly. But it’s true. I love you Cho Kyuhyun and Thank you for existing.

Have an awesome birthday,

from a happy (thanks to you) fan.

(via vintagepastels)